Chemical pregnancy (39/loss #2)

Ilya
I got confirmation today that this was a chemical pregnancy and the bleeding is a miscarriage. I was 5w4d, only one day later than symptoms appeared for my previous eventual loss. I started spotting yesterday afternoon and by the evening I was full on bleeding. It's the second day and there's definitely less blood but it's still going. When I went in there was some confusion on their part on how far along I was. They ended up initially not doing a preg test until I explained I would only be runs 5 weeks. Once they did the test it came back negative and my HCG was 4. It crystallized for them then. 
Emotionally I'm okay. My husband is very supportive and unwaveringly optimistic. And I have an easy time changing my perspective. We're okay. This is our second loss in 3 months so  we're just looking at it like a numbers game. Immediately trying again after I get my period. 
I was already planning on starting with acupuncture and natural medicine so onward!
I wish you all health and comfort! I'll be BFPn again soon enough. 😀