I been off this whole time

Amanda • I am 23, engaged to be married, our first is a beautiful 5 y/o angel in heaven, We lost her April 2015, miscarried our second October 2014, we are waiting for our rainbow after the storm. (Ttc 2yrs)
Well damn......according to Linda that means im only 7 dpo, I have been wasting tests :( but at least I still have hope :) Not testing again till 10dpo...ugh the wait!!!! First month trying preseed so im way ahead of myself!!!!