Here I am.

Here I am on New Years eve at home not doing anything. I'm literally in bed on this app. I'm tired of not having friends, tired of not having girls to talk to, hanging out with, just having fun. I miss it. Everytime I make a friend, they leave me high and dry for no reason at all. I even help them with money, food, a roof over there head and get shit on. I'm so tired of it. Wish there are sites for making strictly friends, that's how much I miss it. 😦 I love my husband but when I'm with him every second, hour, everyday.. and he never wants to do anything at all. Any advice is welcome.