just waiting :(

could have swore i was pregnant again i was way emotional, mood swings, couldnt drink coffee it made me sick, only wanted 2 things to eat celery and cooked brocoli. so far took 2 tests both negitive im almost 1000% sure. waiting to start bleeding. already lost 7babies. waiting to either lose this one if i am or just get another overly long cycle. next period is suposed to be 1-2-16. took a test today because huby n i wanted to drink a little on new years... begining to think i will just have the two boys and thats it for me :( just wanted a little girl. but i love my two boys to death. top was from 12-28 and bottom was from 12-31.