So nervous!!!

My period was supposed to be due yesterday but nothing, thought I would get it today but still nothing!!! I am hoping for my rainbow baby, it would start my New Years off perfectly...but I'm so nervous that it will come, I'm so scared when I go to the toilet. I don't want to get my hopes up but I'm really hoping for my miracle. These cramps on my left side are killing me!! I just want to know if my AF is coming or not, I'm way to nervous to take a test!