Friend Zone??😁HELP

Heather
Hello lovelies happy new year!!!
I was just thinking about this boy I am crazy about it, I thought he wanted to be more than friends but he doesn't... We would flirt and talk about hanging out at each other's houses when no one else was around, obviously we had plans to have sex but that's not going to happen anymore. He texted me saying he wanted to be friends with me and not friends with benefits, I'm not mad but I'm kind of hurt because I thought we had chemistry you know but I live in a fantasy world🙃 I wasn't really keen on the idea of just being friends so I told him I didn't wanna talk to him anymore, I guess I'll have to get over him and let him live. But I love him, I know it sounds crazy but we talked about so much and shared many stories together so it will be hard to let go.