Heart broken😔💔

Okay lastnight I set an alarm for 12:00 for New Years and right after I set it I asked for a little back massage cause me and my SO have been moving to our new house, well anyways he was doing a sloppy work on my massage and I told him nvm to forget it, that it was fine and he got all pissed off and turned around. Well while he was turned around I was posting a picture of us on fb and he looks at me and says "get off the fucking internet dumbass and go to bed" like my heart just fell to my stomach and just started crying & well my alarm goes off and I'm waiting for a kiss or something and he just said "turn that shit off"
Way to start my New Years Off right. Sorry I just had to vent.....