So I'm not a ftm. So I already knew that I'd be emotional.. but I have a 18 month old & a week old newborn.My husband goes back to work tomorrow and I'm already wanting to cry. I did the same thing last time.. but the emotional part of having a baby is probably the worst.. you feel bipolar.. happy, sad,stressed,lonely, full,scared.. all of the above.. I'm hoping it passes soon..last time I cried a lot.. so for all the ftm out there you may cry a lot...