I got a phone call about 3 am Wednesday morning and it was my mom asking to let her in my house. I immediately knew something was wrong. Turns out, a close family friend shot himself. She and I left right then to go be with his family.

Yesterday I was in a car accident. This is the 3rd accident I have been in since my pregnancy began. In all three accidents, my car was stationary and someone crashed into me.

I went to the hospital and was monitored for 6 hours and everything seems fine. However, my anxiety is through the roof. I can't leave my house without being in a near panic that something is going to happen.

Yesterday I was going to trade my car in for a baby-friendly car, but can't do that because it is trashed.

My stress levels are through the roof and I am going to seek out a counselor on Monday. I'm not sure how much more I can take.

I just needed to tell someone. Thanks for reading.