I miss brie! (and other soft cheeses)

I am 17wks, and I miss soft cheeses SO much. Christmas was super frustrating as my family had ham (which you're not supposed to eat) and brie (also not allowed) every day (along with cocktails and beers). Ham and cheese is my holiday treat, as I am not into turkey and fruit pudding.

I live in Australia, where dairy products must be pasteurised to be sold.

Do you think I can have a little bit of cheese on crackers every now and then? I feel stupid for being so upset about missing out on cheese platters, but it's the one thing I'm struggling to be well behaved with.

What contraband food (or beverages) are you missing the most? Maybe knowing i' not suffering alone will help me feel better!