Please read and please tell me your opinions. So a brief summary of what's been going on. I had the implanon in for three years then has the nexplanon in for 8 months. Got it removed May 7th, didn't recieve AF til Sept 2nd 2015. Since then my periods have been irregular. We have been ttc since May since I got it removed then when AF arrived I really started ttc by tracking periods and trying to track ovulation and all that good stuff. Never once have I gotten a positive opk, I just assumed I was doing it wrong or testing at the wrong point in my cycle. So last month I decided no opks and my hubby and i were just going to BD every other day or as much as we could. So that's what we did and I thought ok, this has to work right? My last period ended Nov 30th and starting Dec 1st we were going to BD as much as we could to conceive. Well what do you know, Jan 1st and AF arrives. I was devastated.. I had even had what I thought was TWO faint positive pregnancy tests. All I can think is what if I can't have kids? Why wouldn't I have conceived this month? I tracked my bbt and cm and was BD every other day.. And I know what you're all going to tell me.. I need to go to the doctor but I can't until my new insurance kicks in which will be the end of this month. So my question is what would you do if you were me? Any thoughts/opinions? Do you think maybe I just didn't track ovulation right and I missed the day? I'm just devasted at the thought of possibly not being able to conceive.. Here is my calendar from last month to show how much we BD ....