10 dpo

⚓❄Mary❄⚓ • 31, married almost 2 years (together almost 4years). Healing from loss at 39.5 weeks. Ttc #2, we have a beautiful 4 year old boy
Feeling nervous now. After two faint bfp's I am cramping slightly this morning. Af due the 5th. I'm so nervous...so many times I have been in this place. Yesterday was the darkest test I've seen so far. But I am still not 100% positive. Ugh. Freaked out.