I've been talking to this guy on and off for 5 months (I'm 17 btw) been consistent for about  2months and let's say I see him every week. We where at his house,in his room( he's 18 btw) and we where watching rush hour 2 ,going great , we laughed and joked and all that good stuff and then he kissed me( you know when you can feel someone about to kiss you and your heart beats really fast) so yea, we where kissing, touching and all ( bare in mind I had no intention of loosing my viginity, or at least attempting to )  and then he lifts up my shirt and reaches for my bra and I stopped him because I'm incredibly self counsious and the he moaned my name, I swear to you here I lost all my beliefs, morals and even memory 😭😳. So he sucked on my breast and he asked "can I" 🍆 and I said yea . So now he gets up to get a condom , I see the condom and it says large ( I know most women would be impressed and I low key was, but I was frightened cause I'm a virgin! I didn't want to completely injur my self, but I knew it was to late to go back now and I didn't want to). On with the forplay he tries to put it in me and it just wasn't going in missionary, so we tried on my side and still didn't work, he kissed me on my forehead and told me next time.

Just wanted to share my story 

Btw we didn't even end up using the condom

And would you still till consider me a Virgin?