I'm on the verge of breaking down. After suffering a loss of twins last year, my sister-in-law got pregnant with her 2nd and my other sister-in-law got pregnant with her first.  Not that I'm not happy for them, I am. I love my niece dearly. But being around pregnant women talking about pregnancy and kids is now talking a toll on me. I broke down to tears as soon as I got out of the car. I told my husband that I just can't stand to be around pregnancy stuff for now and just wanna hide in our bedroom. He just replied, "so what are we gonna do now?" And now he's snoring. I feel so alone and literally bawling my eyes out for yet another "relapse" moment. I want to make love because we want to and not just because were TTC. The pressure is killing me and its now tiring AF.