Waiting to hopefully miscarry naturally, sadly due to absent heart beat at 7 weeks and my emotions are up and down. Thankfully more positive then negative, credited to prayer and God's faithfulness, but dont get me wrong the negative thoughts are real. "It's gunna take me forever to get pregnant again." "All my friends are pregnant." "I won't be able to have all the kids I want and to be a young mom." "I'll have another miscarriage." These are NOT thoughts that edify but these are clearly thoughts from the enemy. It's really hard to put those thoughts away and trust but I just know God is in control and His plans are better then mine. Trying to stay positive in 2016 and speak life, not death into our lives. One step at a time.