How soon is to soon!!!!
My life has been crazy this past year I have a lot of things to work throw but my biggest is my fiancé of three years committed suicide past March. Am 28 have a daughter who turned 2 in July and his son 9 autistic. I've thought of seeing someone for companionship. I feel so alone and horny. But when is to soon...
I feel like the man loved hate me and the kids so much he couldn't take it. That night will hunt me for the rest of my life some days am sad or so pissed off I can't stand to be around anyone. My daughter will never know her dad and his son dosent realize what's happened. With autism he dosent process things and forgets he's gone. I struggle when him or his sister wants there dad I have to remind them he's gone and I hate seeing my babies cry.
But am so alone and feel bad like am cheating on a man that choose to leave us. Should I feel guilt or am I just being crazy. No one around me has dealt with this not my family or friends I've done the grief counseling. But no one in there has had a partner kill themselves. Idk what to do anything would be helpful I just want to understand if it's wrong
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