Well we have been trying for months to concurrence l conceive but every month he tells me don't but tests because you know you're not pregnant. I buy them and of course he is right then I get the I told you so. This was my last straw with several giving me false hope. Vvvvl Lines and one big negative. I just hope next month when I go for my pap to see if my precancer advanced our regressed. I'm just done. I'm going back on birth control and talking to my dr about a partial hysterectomy so there's no more precancer ever. Sorry everyone I had to vent and I have no one to vent to. Thank you for listening if you read it.