Holy crap holy crap holy crap

Nikki • Type 1 Diabetic, career focused, 1DD 6yo
My husband and I have been...um, not sure what the term would be...not putting up obstacles? But not really trying in the sense of ovulation tests and the full data spectrum etc, since about may. Yesterday (happy new year apparently), got the positive result. We were married october 2014, been together since June 2010. We're both excited, but more than that, our fears and anxieties are overriding it. It still feels like were kids, that this is all happening so fast. Part of the problem is that I have type 1 diabetes - automatically a high risk pregnancy. Is this crazy worry normal? Are there any other T1D moms or moms to be on here? I don't want to tell family yet - that's how paralyzing my fear of losing this is - so hoping for a touch of support from somewhere, anywhere. Tips and advice are welcome - N&J