Same as every month I can feel af making its way already. I am honestly just depressed about it. All I want to do is cry every month. We did <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> this month and I know it doesnt work the first time always but I was so hopeful and every test result prior came out perfectly. Why isnt it happening? Its been two years of trying and one chemical pregnancy. I just cant take this anymore. I wish I can have answers and I wish I had someone to support me through this. I am so happy for all my friends who are able to grow their families but every month its becoming increasingly harder to be around them. My husband who also gets affected by the struggle doesnt seem to understand how I am trying to deal with it. He is so loving and always wants to be overly affectionate and I just want to be left alone. I thank Gd everyday for my son who at this point I consider a miracle because he was so easy to conceive but I question Gd at the same time as to why we are going through this. I know I am not the only one but I feel like I am alone.