Nervous...

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Tomorrow I have a radiological ultrasound of my uterus. I know my uterus is backwards. Was told that when I had my daughter but was told it's not an issue. Have had a miscarriage before my daughter was born 6 years ago and had one in March. Both times I had a D&C. No issues from those. But since March haven't be able to get pregnant. Have done OPKs, taken pregnitude and tried preseed. Nothing. I'm ovulating every month and my periods are very regular. Been feeling like something is wrong and maybe I can't have children anymore. 
All that just to say I'm very nervous that they will confirm my fears tomorrow. Trying to keep thinking positive thoughts but it's hard when it seems like EVERY person I know is pregnant or just had a baby. Just wanting to rant cause I feel like my friends (all of which just had babies in the last year) are getting tired of hearing my same story month after month. Originally my husband and I said we weren't going to do any fertility treatments due to the cost but at this point I feel desperate. Tired of feeling angry, heartbroken and almost bitter. Just praying for good news tomorrow.