Feeling blue!

Ashley 🚒 • I am 29 tcc for the 2nd time with my hubby! I am a Firefighter paramedic :)
When my period was 3/4 days late (which never happens) I was trying really hard not to get excited! I took a few tests and all were BFN's and I was hoping maybe I was just testing to early. But then my period shows up this morning and I cried! I cried for about 15 mins. I tried not to get my hopes up but I did anyway! My husband and I have been not trying but not preventing either and I want a baby so bad! I want us to finally start our family! It's been 6 months since I had my IUD removed. I know it will happen eventually at least I hope it will! It's so hard when you don't have control over something so important.