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Praying for you. I, too, suffered a miscarriage at 5 Weeks & 4 Days on 12/12/2015. Was only a small clot but I regret throwing it in the garbage wrapped up in my pad. I wish I would've held him....him. 💔
Tmi, I didn't know what else to do.
I lost my baby on 1/3/16 at seven in the morning. I was 15 weeks. I had never been through anything like this and I know only one person personally who has gone through this. I am feeling regret and hating myself for it but the doctor told me to flush the baby. I held it twice, it was so small it fit easily in my finger tips. I didn't want to do it and I couldn't do it my SO did after we named it. Now I'm feeling regret and hating myself for just flushing it. I wish I would have buried it or taken it to the hospital. How do I forgive myself for doing it?
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im so sorry for your loss. your doctor should of told you to bring your baby in for test.
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ok sorry for your loss. every one is different i want to know because i had 3 and i feel like its because they were all boys 😞 i have my rainbow daughter
Si
It was over the weekend so it was the on-call doctor. I wouldn't have wanted for my baby it be tested. It wouldn't change anything, it was gone.
I 100% understand what you're going through. I miscarried at the er in November. A week ago I had a full on anxiety attack sharing with my SO that I regret flushing the toilet at the hospital. *sigh* The truth is, for me honestly. What would have been different? (That's what I tell myself). It's gonna take a while but you will heal. I'm praying for you.
Na
We have similar stories and I still sob thinking about it... Maybe time will help. Nothing can be done now.
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