I really need some positive reinforcement...

Sara
I had a miscarriage at 10 weeks in August and 2 weeks ago I had a chemical pregnancy. I had 2 positive tests... And a few days later I got a negative, and a very heavy period. I just can't help but think this is how it's always gonna be. I wanna be happy when I see positive tests...but I'm afraid to get my hopes up. We've only been trying for 6 months.. And I know that's not a long time. 
I think I'm really depressed... And I can't seem to pull myself out of this funk. I didn't tell my boyfriend about the chemical pregnancy..I just didn't wanna see him hurt again. 
I would love to hear some success stories... I just need some positivity in my life right now.