i basically don't exist unless I'm being yelled at. almost everything I do Is cause for punishment in their eyes, no matter if I'm actually deserving punishment or not. it's a never ending struggle to leave the house and even when I do go out I'm stressed out the whole time about my parents being mad at me regaurdless of my behavior or actions. I'm having a really hard time and have been for quite some time, looking for some community to share thoughts and feelings with around this topic. thanks ladies!