High risk

Beth
I'm 30 weeks 4 days about to go into my 8th month and I'm scared I will have him soon..
It's all like a repeat scared dream like my first but sooner!
I have protein in my urine my BP is high and my sugar levels are high today was 220 and lowest was 168..
He needs me to hold on to 34-35 weeks...
I'm trying but this is wearing my body thin like crazy I'm in pain dizzy and just very light headed and hurting.. 
I'm scared this baby will come sooner then needed..
Praying he stays!