Just got back from my first fertility specialist appointment and overwhelmed with all the "it could be.." possibilities that the doctor gave me. $350 dollars for the initial appointment and found out it will be $2,000+ for the diagnostic tests that need to be done to figure out what's wrong. My insurance covers nothing :( and to top it off my husband doesn't feel the same urgency that I do to figure out what is wrong and keeps telling me "I just need to relax and stop thinking about it." (I swear if I hear that one more time from someone..!!#! $*#&)

Anyway..I'm done venting. Just feeling very sad and discouraged when I was expecting to feel positive and encouraged when returning from this appointment.