I feel cheated. Rant.
So a few days ago I posted that I was having severe cramping and bleeding and I was really scared.
I had many comments saying that my experience reminded them of their miscarriages. I went to the doctor the next day since the severe cramping and bleeding hadnt let up. The doctor did some tests and a pelvic exam. He said everything checked out right but he said it was most likely a chemical pregnancy.
I dont even know how I feel about this. I feel so cheated. I was at the most 2 or 3 weeks pregnant. I haven't tested in about 5 weeks so I didn't even have any idea. I wasn't going to test until the 10th and I was a little over 2 weeks late for my period. I had my hopes up so high that I would get a BFP.
I wish I would've tested early. I wish I could've seen that BFP. I know that 2 weeks into a pregnancy, nothing drastic has happened. But the fact that I had another person, a person who had half my DNA inside of me attempting to grow. It breaks my heart. I wish I had tested and I wish I had known. I had a feeling that I was pregnant. I had that little feeling in my heart that it was finally going to happen.
I feel cheated that I couldn't have spent those 2 weeks talking to my mini-me. Again I don't care that my baby was still a barely fertilized egg or embryo. I just wish I knew.
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