Okay so Im just over 6 weeks with my first child. We're very excited but decided to wait to tell anyone until at least our 8 weeks appointment (or first doctor appointment in my case) if not until Valentines Day, because that would be a super cute way to announce we're expecting.

That being said, we found out about an hour ago his sister is expecting as well just about 2 weeks later with her second child. All very exciting. However, Im not sure if it's my hormones or I am just feeling selfish, but Im really happy for them but rather sad for us. They are telling everyone already and I feel like we're losing our own excitement. Plus she already has a 11 month old so has gone through all the firsts already. *sigh*

Like I said, I really truely am happy for them. Just self loathing a bit I think. I tried talking about it to my guy, but he doesn't get it. I have waited anxiously while it felt like all those around me we're pregnant, while trying for years. And it just semms so easy, but it isnt. I just need someone else to tell me Im just overly emotional or if what I feeling is okay? Obviously I only want a healthy niece or nephew and cant wait to share some experiences with her. Just cant help feeling sad as well....