This is my 4th cycle TTC since losing my angel daughter at nearly 5 months along. I got pregnant with her after 2 cycles and she was my first pregnancy. Now, nothing. We are having sex 3-4 times a week and more when I think I'm nearing ovulation. I just don't know if I will ever have a living baby. I'm feeling so discouraged today because I know my period will be here by the end of this week. I just needed to vent because no one else seems to understand the fear and anxiety I'm