Im really depressed yall

Kimberly • 30 years
So, my dad passed away on Dec 21 and my bday was on the 23rd. I was so distraught and still am. However 1 day before the funeral my boyfriend beat me like I was a man in the street. I feel like my world is crumbling and I'm all alone bc my dad was my heart and also I loved the "lil boy" that put his hands on me. Its like I lost everything in a few days. I just need to know how to deal, If any of you have gone thru something similar bc I'm hurting and need strength from my glow sisters.