31, TTC my 1st. So happy to have found this group!

I just want to say I'm so glad I found a group where I can vent without anyone telling me about gods plan or whatnot. I never know how to respond and I always feel awkward.   
Also, I've been TTC for a year. Had a chemical pregnancy in July and October. I'm on my 4th cycle of clomid. 16 dpo right now. Ive never been this late for my period but I'm so burnt out seeing negatives that I have no desire to test. Kind of dumb I guess but it's been a rough year.