Hate the tww

I'm not liking this tww finding it frustrating I know it's probably another negative but there that tiny bit of hope pulling me back to think it can still happen I'm praying for it to be this month but I doubt it will had a slight bleed and boobs hurt headache some symptoms but had this before and it's been a bfn AF due 19th I don't know what to think obviously I want a baby so bad!👶🏼