No sign of labor?

Ftm. I am 39 weeks tomorrow and I have a very high, closed cervix. I don't think the baby has dropped, the bare belly pic is 36 weeks, and the black shirt is 38 weeks. I don't see a difference other than belly getting bigger.
I am discouraged. I am scared of going over my due date and needing to be induced. I've tried everything I can to try and naturally induce but it's just not working. And thay closed cervix is making me feel horrible. I get contractions but they are so not strong. :(