So today is not been a good day. I woke up to my roof leaking once again. And then just triggered every emotion in the book for me. I'm mad because we rent and nothing ever seems to get fixed or done the right way. We still haven't even started on the baby's room because we've been waiting on a contractor since November to come fix the floor. So we have about a hundred days or less to get our baby girl's room done and I have no control over it. I've been an emotional wreck crying I just feel like climbing into bed and never getting out just want things to be different and things just aren't working out for us right now. I just can't seem to calm down I stop crying I start crying it's an on/off switch that is uncontrollable.