Am I being selfish?

Abbey👸🏼 • Avoiding pregnancy for now 💕 Been with my SO for 3 yrs & 3months!
Okay so I didn't get my boyfriend anything for Christmas only because of the reason I have absolutely no money because I don't have a job anymore. He has a job and always has money and he didn't get me anything. I just kinda feel hurt even though I didn't get him anything. Am I just being a spoiled brat? We've almost been together two years and last year we both got each other stuff.  Maybe I was just disappointed because I expected too much 😕 He was kinda hinting a promise ring so I don't know. Also I really wanted to spend Christmas with him and it really seemed like he didn't even care to see e so I didn't even get to see him on Christmas.