My brother & SIL & my sister & BIL are both having babies😔

My brother & his wife, & my sister & her husband are both expecting. & here I am working my ass off to conceive. Don't get me wrong, I'm beyond ecstatic that I'll have two new babies to love & hold but I go in on Monday for a pregnancy test after my first round of Clomid & I get the feeling it's not going to happen 😔 I've been getting AF type cramps all day. Ugh. Sorry, I just needed to vent.