Isn't this crazy 😳

So me and my boyfriend have been together 9 months but have been pretty much together for a year plus. We spend a lot of time together and shared a love sooo deep for each other . I recently lost my virginity to him back in the summer & everything was great , until a couple of months ago when we had our first pregnancy scare .. Lord knows I am not ready for a child just yet but ever since he isn't treating me (physically) the same at all . What have I done , what should I do ?