Today I just needed a place to share. People ask how I am doing...but the truth is not something I can say! So here is the truth. My baby pooped down his leg at 5am and I could have cried tears of joy bc breastfeeding has been stressful and I felt reassured. He also peed on me today- a sweet gift I never thought I would appreciate. And I pooped. With severe tearing and hemorrhoids I pooped today! And I'm planning on wearing real panties to this peds appointment, instead of those crazy disposable hospital ones. I may wash my hair. So no I can't sit down very well, and yes my boobs are tender bc my little love has a terrible latch, but today has been good in its own ways!