Husband never wants sex

Hannah
My husband and I have a pretty good relationship for the most part. The only complaint I have is we haven't had sex but maybe four times since February. It's almost been a year. Four to five times in almost a year. I was pregnant for most of that time, but for the most part I was fine to have sex. 
And I wanted sex. I just never get it. I have literally begged him.. And it's always no.  No. I'm too tired. No, it's too late. I have to get up early. Or sometimes he just says maybe in a way that simply means no. Or he just ignores that I even asked. 
I have even begged me to just let me take care of him. Still no. Always no. 
It's really starting to bring me down. Sex to me isn't just.. Sex. To me it makes me feel loved to be intament with him. I mean, I really enjoy the act. I REALLY enjoy the act. But I enjoy the closeness just as much. 
I have asked him every day for two weeks and it's always no. And last night, he went as far as to joke about it being all I ever wanted.  And his words had some anger in them.. Or it felt like that to me anyways. 
I don't know the point of this. I just don't have anyone to talk to. I can't talk to him about it because I will start crying. And I don't really have anyone to talk to about it. My friends have kinda walked out on me here lately. 
I guess hats all I want, is to talk. What is yalls option on this?