Why do I do this to myself??

✨Sarah✨ • I`m 29, married for 6 years (together for 11!) and TTC #2. We have a gorgeous 5 year old girl who is starting kindy soon
I had my mirena out about 6 weeks ago via laparoscope with a D&C. I had my first period 2 weeks ago, probably ovulated in CD13... It's now CD16 and I've got spotting, like I get the day before my period. I told myself it's my cycle being out of whack from the mirena, but keep googling stuff that gives me hope... Some sites say IB can happen as early as 3DPO, but logically I know this is highly unlikely. Plus I had one small clot... IB is not supposed to have clots (as I understand), but of course I googled and found some women apparently did get clots... Again, I really don't think it's IB, but I can't stop hoping! Tomorrow I'll probably wake up to full-in AF and I'll be devastated. Why is it so depressing?? 😥
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It is completely understanding . .. don't beat yourself up for doing exactly what all of us ttc do.. it's just natural , when you want something so badly . Just relax and remember IF it does decide to show , you can always start fresh again . .. GL sweetheart 😊

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Hahaha, you sound like me! During the 2WW, I research everything about IB & symptoms. I have heard almost everywhere that spotting will most likely be light pink/brown, rarely red. It doesn't get heavier day by day and doesn't last longer than 2 days. I guess that's how they compare it to an actual period! Hopefully your one of those lucky few who get pregnant right after!!

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🎄☃️❄️Kayla❄️☃️🎄 • Jan 14, 2016
When did you think you ovulated? Have you checked your CM?

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🎄☃️❄️Kayla❄️☃️🎄 • Jan 14, 2016
That does sound like IB!! but you can spot during ovulation & after. Oh and a few days before ovulation. It just means your gonna have good ovulation, so I heard anyways lol hopefully it's implanation bleeding bleeding though!

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✨Sarah✨ • Jan 14, 2016
Also my boobs weren't sore... They are always sore before AF, so maybe I was wrong about ov? I was mostly guessing tbh. I haven't had ovulation spotting before... Damnit I'm over-analyzing!