Just frustrated for no good reason. I've been moody over little things. Like when we were all in the living room at my SO's parents house and there was no place to sit and it took my him 15 minutes to see me standing, and even then he didn't offer his chair. Doesn't ever wanna go do anything with me. But always jumps up the first second his "buddies" frickin say yo. He can't ride to taco bell with me w/o bitching but he can jump in the car with his drunk buddies and take off. Doesn't hardly ever hear a word I say when I'm sad and trying to talk to him. Like just now his cousin is over and they're playing the game and he has no problem hearing/responding to his cousin but he apparently doesn't hear a word I've said. I'm so petty and I hate it but I just feel so ignored. I feel like a... Like a crazy person, I don't feel like he's doing anything for me to get legit mad/sad at him but I am. I wanna be his best friend and his girlfriend but it seems he just wants the girlfriend part. We've been together 3 years, he was so sweet at the beginning, always concerned and loving. I feel like a big baby. I just want to feel important and wanted, but then I feel like I'm a selfish bitch. Like when I get a bit sad, maybe to where im crying and i just want to talk to him about my problems and he comes about the situation telling me to "stop fucking crying" becos he can't deal with crying, and then proceeds to not even really hear a word I say. I'm not open about the personal aspect of my relationship, socially, mentally, sexually, anything, but I don't know what's wrong with me. How can I quit over reacting and being so selfish? Its making me severely depressed. To add I have been diagnosed with PTSD, MDD, GAD, and schizophrenia. If that helps with any suggestions. Sorry for the long read. I just need to rant and ask for advice. Ugly comments aren't welcome but accepted as I know that I need some constructive criticism. Thanks!