Boyfriend jerking off

I woke up to my boyfriend jerking off...right next to me....I mean he woke up and thats the first thing he did??

I wouldnt have minded having sex with him!!!Im 36weeks so honestly I woulda just done it so that he cums in me and softens my cervix....But he didn't even wake me up...he just left it and started watching porn and jerking off...He then after he saw how much it irritated me threw his phone and went back to sleep.then got up for work and just left...no goodbye ...no nothing....am I in the wrong?The other day I ask him for sex and he said he was definitely not in the mood....is it maybe because im unattractive?He doesn't like me anymore?Idk? :(