I miss you so much. January 24th you would have died a year ago. First year is always the hardest Alyssa has lost her way, she doesn't know what to do without you. She doesn't even have to say I can feel it. I know I wasn't your daughter but I was so close with you I just had to star calling you dad. I'm going back to Minnesota to be with Alyssa it's going to be hard. I see a man who looks like you everyday in my store and I want to cry. The hospital you went for pain will pay for what they did because the next day you just about died touch and go for a whole month the you were gone all because of that doctor that sent you home. I miss you deeply. Love your 'daughter'