Nervous to test

Kathryn • Hello everyone, my name is Kathryn and my fiancé and I are trying for baby number 2. We have a 4 year old daughter
I'm so nervous! So my fiancé and I have been TTC baby number 2 for almost 2yrs which I know isn't long but every month I get depressed when I start. This month is a bit different. I honstley feel different but I'm scared to test cause I always test and then here comes AF. If I could just hold off till tomorrow