Ughhh

So yesterday my SIL asked if we could have a small "party" for my son's bday at her mom's which was fine. I didnt knw my sad excuse of a husband would be there 😠 bc when I mentioned to her I didn't knw where he was she didn't say he was at her fckn house! So when I get to my MIL house no one is there.....I left with my oldest son and came bk SIL was there 2 min later he walks in does not acknowledge me or my son at all! This pissed me off bc now I can see his family sneaking looks at me and him probably wondering why the fck he's not acknowledging is fckn family. I am really regretting getting pregnant. My marriage is definitely over and now I want nothing to do with him!