I am beyond thrilled that we did the genetic testing results, and baby is healthy!! That is the most important thing BY FAR...but does it make me a horrible person that I am just a tiny bit sad it's not a girl? I have three other kids, two boys and a girl..but my girl has moderate autism..ironic given the boys are ok..and I was hoping to have a "normal relationship" with a daughter..this baby is very loved and wanted!! The guilt I feel over this is awful..