Pre postpartum : I feel constintly unloved, when I'm in a room with a lot of people I still don't feel like they care about me or that I matter and my husband never wants to do anything with me anymore becuz I get depressed when we go out and I start crying for no reason ! If I sit home all day I wanna get out but as soon as I do I feel like I changed my mind and now I'm sitting up in my bed writing this at 10:30 at night after I just had a crying episode by myself becuz my husband is sleeping idk what to do to make myself feel better? Pregnancy has taken a tole on me 😭