My boyfriend has two kids with a previous relationship and they aren't really his... He is trying to get custody of the two and well I honestly don't need the added stress of raising kids that aren't really his or mine. Their mom lost her temper and now he's wanting to go get them permanently. I had already taken care of them before for a year and three months when she made a ton of mistakes. Should I feel bad for being mad and wanting to give up? We lost four babies and I feel like I always take the backseat, I don't feel he respects my wishes or cares that I want kids that he actually fathered. I feel lost, alone and I feel like giving up on us. I'm on AF and feeling really hormonal, I feel alone.