Cancelled induction so disappointed

Amanda • Ftm mom in her 30`s
Was supposed to go in this morning to have the gel put in. But they called and cancelled without giving me a new time or day. So disappointed I was actually calm and relaxed and now I'm sad and disappointed. I have had alot of issues with my last two months and at one point they were talking about taking him out at 37 weeks. I have managed to get to 40+3 but my body is so worn out, my fibromylasia pain is off the charts and I haven't had a decent sleep in 2 months. So frustrated but I guess everything happens for Reason.