The last couple days haven't been good ones... I feel like I'm going to break more now than when I did in the beginning. It's only been a few weeks... I had some really good days... kinda normal days... now not so much.... it's almost like a frantic feeling... I feel like my heart is going to explode or my chest is going to crack open... I feel terrible for my love... he is struggling to... and I keep bringing it up... h3 doesnt get mad or anything... but it breaks him down to....not sure what to do at this point...